another vent. sometimes i feel like i am not enough i want attention, but i'm not doing nearly enough to get it. I'm lazy, and forgetful, of course, who would pay attention to someone who can't even keep a promise most of the time? I really like seeing notifications on scratch, even if they are only comments, I really do. But am I doing anything to actually get them? No. Not nearly doing enough. Remember Regret or Bounted rooms? No, neither did I until this point. Remember Crystallix Ceaseless Voids? I wanted to update it, but I don't really feel like I can make an actual good update. Oh, and remixes. Tell me when I made a promise to make a remix and then forgot. I can remember like 3. I don't sleep, thinking and working on something different. I also have my roblox games, but of course, my lack of ideas is my main roadblock for continuing to develop them. I also made a promise to release a video soon. Seven minutes of content cut from ninety. No thumbnail. I love working on stuff, and especially animations, I really do. I can't find the time, inspiration or courage to continue. My body yearns for rest, yet I still have deeds undone. Plus, I am quite imaginative when placed in a cast similar to TFO or Parasital Rift. I am simply trying to have fun like everybody else: Acting, voicing, animating, and making AYS'. AYS projects are one of my favorite to develop, but I, of course, need ideas to make them. Sometimes I even force myself to work on them when I clearly don't want to. I'm sorry.
