tw .. grief, death .. Note! I found this in my unshared, and decided to share it! It's pretty old, and I forgot about it for a while, so the writing pretty bad ^^ the art is new tho!! but, i hope you enjoy it either way! oh. " almost everyday, i am swept away " he was just in camp. peacefully relaxing in the clearing. minding his own business. he'd never imagine anything to happen today. especially not this. " from the dull, void and null " he decided to take a walk. he'd just checked on the kits, they were happily playing with each other in the clearing. they were safe. just as he'd promised arrow. arrow. that's who he'd see. " by the things you say " he left camp. arrow had been on a walk earlier. she hadn't returned yet. she was probably just taking her time. " wouldn't it be great living in one state ? " he happily padded out, a joyful grin upon zeir maw. each pawstep was light, carefree, hopeful. everything was going good. " state of mind, intertwined " Oh, but every good thing has to come to an end, don't they ? " that you help create " There, lying on the ground, heavily wounded, was the love of his life. " waiting for everything to fall into place " Zey rushed over, tears already streaming down his face. He wasn't usually one to cry, but this was just horrid. He reached arrow, and crouched down next to her. Oh, starclan, why ? Words started pouring out of his mouth, but not one was intelligible. " so far a distance just to see face to face " He started sobbing, looking at his mate lying there, almost dead. Zey watched in horror as she muttered her last words. Gasping as she took her last breath. " between you and me " No. No no no nononono./ No/. This wasn't happening. It couldn't be happening! Why? She didn't have to go yet! " i think rules don't apply " Why was this happening? They were gonna raise the kits together ! Live their lives together! Grow old together! It wasn't going to be like this! " between you and me " ' I'm so, so sorry ' solstice whispered, sobbing. He hung his head low, paw holding arrow's. It was still warm. He could have been there! Zey could have saved her! " there's a space we can walk if we try " But he wasn't. He didn't save her. And there was no going back. " wonder if i'll ever be with you ? " Curse starclan. Curse whatever killed her. Curse everyone! " do wishes come true ? " Curse himself. " god i hope they do " oh. ☆ awh poor solster arrow's gone :(
art .. @star_sonder .. stickboi's design is genuinely amazing I'm so sad I don't draw him often.. music .. between you and me .. lemon demon