My life is going pretty horribly right now. I have no social life; I finally have friends, but I’m having trouble with their parents; MY parents are bringing me down, and I can’t say anything about them to anyone because nobody listens to what I have to say. I’m learning nothing in school because I have a short attention span, and I want to learn, but I just can’t help but do other things. I have so many other problems, and I’ve tried to fix all of them somehow, but I’m not getting anywhere. I feel horrible right now, and there’s nothing I can do about anything. I wish I could go back to when I was younger and my parents actually let me do things, instead of putting so many restrictions on me that they can’t even remember that I can’t do most the stuff they accuse me of doing. I love hanging out with people and talking, but it’s become impossible because I don’t have many ways of meeting people because my parents have problems of their own, and I can’t blame them for that, but I can’t help but get mad at them and I know I shouldn’t. I love video games and would play them if I could, but my parents despise all video games, and would hate me if they ever found I still play ONE GAME.
Sorry about the long paragraph, but I just had to speak out about some of my problems that have been really bugging me. I don’t even feel anything half of the time because I try to do stuff to make myself forget, but every time someone brings up one of my problems, I just can’t help but feel dumb and horrible.
