I hate being the older sibling Yes yes my brother is so much better than I am and he is 2 years younger Yes I’ll never mature I’m the worst at everything I hate what I do… my art is bad my personality is bad yes I know I get it I’m just the worst person ever look at me I have no friends I’m so happy hahahaha.. I wish my friends cared. They never understand… What am I, some joke to you all? Whydo you guys ignore me for almost the whole school year? I don’t want to be your friends because “oh ur so good at bball” I HATE ITNOW YOU GUYS MAKE ME HATE EVERYTHING MY LITTLE PATHETIC LIFE WHY WONT YOU GUYS EVER NOTICE? you only care abt PICKLE cuz she is SOOO sensitive. Ie been hiding all my emotions for so long. I just want ppl to care. I want true friends. Ppl to like me bc they like me for who I AM, not for what I DO…