Been stuck on this thought lately. I don’t really bring up my past relationship on here cuz lol it was almost 10 months ago, but valentines and stuff coming up. I just want to be treated rarely and have someone care as much as I care about them. (wish someone would feel the same) Lowkey I just know ima get a comment being like, “bro your in high school, your too young, go hang out with your friends buddy.” Yeah I would, but my friends don’t want to. They are always having a better time with someone else. I respect that, I feel it’s time to make new friends. Just need someone to care somewhat. I miss having someone to talk to in the evenings. I miss those nights I would talk to you at like 10 pm. I would get up early on the weekends just to talk to you. You saved me, I saved you. I’m here wondering why I just can’t find someone who cares like you. I know you’re in the past not mine. But I just want someone new. I’m tired of looking at the past, and thinking back to that feeling, that freeness, laughing, happiness, color in the world! I miss it so bad. I wish things were… different this year.
Sorry about my rant, lowkey don’t read it if you don’t want to
