Oct 13th Update - 2026: Okay, so... I am pretty sure that I am at least a little aromatic. I only ever have a crush on someone when I have known them, and know a bit about them and have actually at least talked once or twice to them. And... I.... Also might be Bi. I'm NOT SURE AT ALL about this one. There have been times where I'm simply just like: "Oh, wow, that girl is REALLY pretty." And then I get weird and fluttery in my stomach. Which is WEIRD because I've only felt that for guys... But I have also noticed that quite often.... I have crushes on guys who act more feminine or who are trans. That might have no correlation AT ALL. But. I am still in the "Who am I, really?" Crisis. And I know other people can't decide who I like and how I like people.... But... Can someone else please share something? I want to know... Jan 23rd Update - 2026: I've been thinking about it more and more, and I think I've realized that She/her does work. But there will probably be a day in the future where I think about this again and maybe there will be a change, I don't know, but I do know that I have friends who care about me. Here, at school, in my town, and they'll be there no matter what. But thank you so very very much for listening to this rant... I'm not going to change anything about the project, mainly because it will always be a question in my mind. Thank you all so much for giving me a space where I could think about this. This actually means a lot for me... I sometimes have a tendency to lie... or at least to avoid the truth... And so Scratch is a safe place for me... where I can be myself without judgement... I've never had a "community" where I live... Or even where I used to live before we moved when I was really young... But this gives me that community... Thank you, everyone. ^^ Don't cry... Don't cry... Don't cry... OC by : Lantern_Lights200 Music: Renegade by X Ambassadors
