why i am here (leaving?)

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most people have an spop journey or something and I do to! People dont ask or wonder but I'll let you know anyways, I always had a reason I got into spop. not just because I like kpop or i like to sing but a real important reason. Before I tell you tho I'd just like to heads up you that I might have to leave spop soon because I just got a job and might be working 2 jobs soon. My life is filling up and I sadly dont know how much time I have left here. It's ok tho because no one really cares I'm here anyway. I have been her for over 2 years and seen people like Luna come and go and Yura go and many many more people just leave. People out of the blue just gone like the wind. For the few people who REALLY care about me (Koh, Yuzu, Bea, Jasmine, sooyeon) I'd like to thank you so much for helping me become a better person. I will obviously stay on bl so you can easily chat with me there and I'll do lines for some groups just not any new ones. (BTW MY AUDITIONS I AM NOT CANCELLING PLS STILL PUT ME IN THE GRP) anyways there is not way I could ever fully erase spop from my life even if I've been ignored most of my time here. (its okk) For all the ppl who I did mention that cared for me I would love to find other means of communication so one day I can truly thank you guys <3 (ofc if thats ok with u) NOW back to why I came here in the first place. As you all know I am a christian and you all know what that means but I'm positive you dont know what that means to me let me explain :) All of you guys know that no one is perfect right? Simple easy. I'm not perfect you're not perfect. But that is actually a really big problem. You guys might not know but I do not believe in evolution or any big bang sort of thing. It simply does not show. How can earth just appear out of nowhere? Scientist literally say there's a 1 in a trillion chance! Its just not logical or smart to put your faith in something with such little chances. More importantly however- I know some people claim to not care what happens after they die. AND I KNOW its like ok minji you're going way too deep chill its a kids app NO- THIS IS IMPORTANT TO ME AND TO U WHETHER U LIKE IT OR NOT. because one day we're all gonna die and what is gonna happen? well, that depends on who you are! People ask me all the time "is there a heaven?" "if there is a heaven is there hell too?" "if there is heaven and hell then who decides where we go?" Well, let me tell you this, There is a heaven. and sadly, there is a hell and people are dying every second these days especially with the dumbo bucket headed leaders we have, I'm just saying- when someone dies they either go to heaven or hell there is no in between for the mid people. And I promise you and bet you everything I have and my own life that there is a God. How do I know? yeah people ask me that to "HOW CAN A 14 YEAR OLD DUMB KID KNOW EVERYTHING ABOUT A VERY UNKNOWN THING" well folks, I read the bible. normally- that would be where everyone rolls there eyes "the bible is just a fictional book written by a guy in the 1600s" NO ABSOLUTELY NOT there is historical evidence that people in the bible exist and that manuscripts of history include events from the bible AND YOU KNOW THE MOST FAMOUS STORY IN THE BIBLE- I KNOW YOU DO. and it is that Jesus chose to die for our sins so that we may be with him in heaven! and you might be like "what the heck r u trying to say gurl bro literally just said I WILL SAVE YOU and died." HA no he rose from the dead and conquered death! NO MORE DEATH FOR ANY OF HIS PEOPLE. "you might be shaking your head in confusion or utter doubt because I sound nuts. I AM NOT NUTS. Jesus really existed and he is the son of God. who came down from heaven to save us and he was born on CHRISTMAS have you ever noticed its called "CHRIST" mas? yeah well if i haven't convinced you yet...then think about this. If there is really no one out there...Then what are we? What is life? What am I? the answer is...Nothing. If God does not exist then you're right. You are nothing. Just a person in the crowd of trillions of people who lived before you and trillions who will live after you. BUT- If God does exist, then you matter to someone, you have a future, someone took your punishment so that you could live? If someone died for you...then shouldn't you be grateful? If someone...truly died in your place. Wouldn't you be thankful? friends and random people on scratch. There is a God and he is listening to the words I am typing right now. And whether you believe me or not one day you will die and meet Jesus and you will remember me saying this. If you do not believe in Jesus. Then you are not welcome into his kingdom. And you will be locked out from the gates of heaven and banished into darkness. But if you are his, and truly a saved christian in God. He will welcome you with open arms and wipe away every tear and you will never cry nor feel pain nor die ever again. Because that was how it was supposed to (continued below)