⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀[ ﻬ⚜ ɪɴᴛʀᴏᴅᴜᴄᴛɪᴏɴ ⚜ﻬ ] hey, if you don't already know me, you can call me eva! i'm a 16 year old singer/songwriter. this is track 11 of my original album, ᕼEᗩᗪᒪIᑎE. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀[ ﻬ⚜ ᴍᴇssᴀɢᴇ ⚜ﻬ ] I also produced the instrumental in this one! this is actually a song from my first album (not on scratch) from 4 years ago. I never released it anywhere so this is my first time sharing it! It's pretty simple with the music and singing, so you can tell it didn't really belong in this era, but the meaning of the song definitely does connect with the rest of the songs on headline. this song is about my parents and how my mental health has been getting worse and worse over the years, and I really just yearn for their support and comfort, when I know I'll never get it from them. I can't take this anymore :( pls share your experiences in the comments. I love getting to know you guys <3 ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀[ ﻬ⚜ ʟʏʀɪᴄꜱ ⚜ﻬ ] [verse 1] I’m running out of ways to hide from pain every time I think of you it’s not easy to replace you say don’t back down but my legs are giving through [prechorus] can’t sleep at night I’m too impolite don’t wanna keep going oh there’s no joy in me I'm really sorry but you should know [chorus] I can’t take this anymore you stretched me now I’m sore when does it end? how strong do you think I am? your love was just a scam I’m done with pretend [verse 2] I try so hard to find something in you that's not there you should've helped me prepare I knew it wasn't worth it why do you let me down like that? [prechorus] can’t sleep at night I’m too impolite don’t wanna keep going oh there’s no joy in me I’m really sorry but you should know [chorus] I can’t take this anymore you stretched me now I’m sore when does it end? how strong do you think I am? your love was just a scam I’m done with pretend [bridge] oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh [chorus] I can’t take this anymore you stretched me now I’m sore when does it end? (when does it end?) how strong do you think I am? your love was just a scam I’m done with pretend [outro] oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀[ ﻬ⚜ ᴄʀᴇᴅɪᴛꜱ ⚜ﻬ ] yes, this song was written, recorded, sung by me! i made all the melodies, harmonies, background vocals, and lyrics! I produced the backing track using my piano and drum loops. zoom in code is from @colorsnatch and snow code is from ᝰ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀[ ﻬ⚜ ʟɪɴᴋꜱ ⚜ﻬ ] youtube playlist: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PL42JJ4zjHdfl7U7RolMTgZOavCK_WxXtQ&si=IBGygF8F-Zmf3Dsx youtube music: https://music.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL42JJ4zjHdfl7U7RolMTgZOavCK_WxXtQ&si=t4tFqGPxZRwlp5jn bandlab album: https://www.bandlab.com/evasmusicofficial/albums/48e7862e-11f3-f011-8d4c-000d3a975f2a scratch studio: album info prjct: ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀[ ﻬ⚜ ᴛᴀɢꜱ ⚜ﻬ ]
