⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀[ ﻬ⚜ ɪɴᴛʀᴏᴅᴜᴄᴛɪᴏɴ ⚜ﻬ ] hey, if you don't already know me, you can call me eva! i'm a 16 year old singer/songwriter. this is track 10 of my original album, ᕼEᗩᗪᒪIᑎE. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀[ ﻬ⚜ ᴍᴇssᴀɢᴇ ⚜ﻬ ] this song is about struggling with self-esteem. comment below your experience with your mental health, i want to hear from you guys ^^ i developed a lot of guilt and self-resentment at an early age, and it's been growing ever since. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀[ ﻬ⚜ ʟʏʀɪᴄꜱ ⚜ﻬ ] [chorus] I don't want to love myself I can't think any lower of myself I got so much to despise myself for I'm tired of thinking I could change more I'll never be in love with myself [verse 1] I was a kid, aint nothing barely 8 years old I had a rope and I never did what I was told I hated my face, but you're the one who gave it to me I spread lies, but they weren't false entirely [prechorus] I wish I could be unborn I wondered why kids ran from me the apple doesn't fall far from the tree I pushed my feelings down and now I think [chorus] I don't want to love myself I can't think any lower of myself I got so much to despise myself for I'm tired of thinking I could change more I'll never be in love with myself [verse 2] I thought the slits on my arm would fade away I thought the love they promised would show someday I wore their anger like it fit the corners of my skin I called it my fault and I kept soaking it all in [prechorus] I wish I could be unborn I wondered why kids ran from me the apple doesn't fall far from the tree I pushed my feelings down and now I think [chorus] I don't want to love myself I can't think any lower of myself I got so much to despise myself for I'm tired of thinking I could change more I'll never be in love with myself ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀[ ﻬ⚜ ᴄʀᴇᴅɪᴛꜱ ⚜ﻬ ] yes, this song was written, recorded, sung by me! i made all the melodies, harmonies, background vocals, and lyrics! producing credits go to farber on yt for the track. zoom in code is from @colorsnatch and snow code is from @hellacooleffects ᝰ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀[ ﻬ⚜ ʟɪɴᴋꜱ ⚜ﻬ ] youtube playlist: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PL42JJ4zjHdfl7U7RolMTgZOavCK_WxXtQ&si=IBGygF8F-Zmf3Dsx youtube music: https://music.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL42JJ4zjHdfl7U7RolMTgZOavCK_WxXtQ&si=t4tFqGPxZRwlp5jn bandlab album: https://www.bandlab.com/evasmusicofficial/albums/48e7862e-11f3-f011-8d4c-000d3a975f2a scratch studio: album info prjct: ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀[ ﻬ⚜ ᴛᴀɢꜱ ⚜ﻬ ]
