I wasn't on scratch when this happened, but it still doesn't feel real to me. Today marks one year and 3 months since Liam Payne passed away, and the night that felt like my whole world collapsed. He was only 31, and it feels like he had so much more to live for. But it wasn't to be. Liam influenced my life in so many ways, and I know he strongly influenced others as well. He is, because I still find it hard to say "was", an amazing/passionate musician, a wonderful father to Bear, and overall a very valuable human being. He is one of the artists who got me really into music, and his music will always be some of my favorites, although I find it difficult to listen to nowadays. I never imagined we'd be having to say goodbye to him so soon. Rest in peace, my Payno. I miss you every single day, and I hope you know how loved you are. -Ivy.