Ambition.. + A Harmonybell SRP

Instructions

Clouds drifted across the hazy skies of Urchinclan territory, and a bleak sun shone pitifully through them as if anyone really seemed to care. This was how Harmonybell felt at the moment.. lost- questioning- nervous even.. but she was a warrior. She was strong, brave, cloud was one of the brightest apprentices of their age. Yet it never seemed to be enough.. down, down, down. Harmonybell sunk- being crushed under the weight of pressure. She crashed further and further.. until one moment- when she heard a small voice.. deep inside her broken mind. /your strong.. ambitious../ Harmonybell seemed scared- like she wanted to turn away and cower like a kit in the corner of the nursery. She didn't know exactly what it was.. the thing that made her want to stay that day. Maybe it was the weight of her friends.. wanting to please them- wanting to be included. Maybe it was the weight of Marlinstar.. wanting to impress her, and become a great warrior. Or maybe it was even entirely Urchinclan as a whole.. wanting to defend her home with her life.. Just then.. one more posibility popped into her thoughts.. her mind- her dreams even. Was she dreaming? Harmonybell didn't know. Maybe.. she just wanted to impress Soraflare- her closest friend and companion. The one who gave her gifts.. who gave cloud his friendship.. the one who never turned away from her. Why did it feel like there was a hole in her heart then? That didn't matter right now.. she had to train- there was a war coming. Cloud needed to be strong.. so that Urchinclan could win. She walked through the forest, her strides making soft, rhythmical "thumps" against the soil and sand. She soon found herself at the shoreline, gazing out across the horizon. Ambition.. All she could see.. forever and ever was the vast, blue ocean in front of her. It's salty tang hit her nostrils and she winced, but still.. they did not turn away. This was her home.. and she loved it there. Cloud took a deep breath and dipped her paw into the water, swirling it around with one claw. Ambition.. She didn't need anyone else around her at that moment.. for the first time, ever- she felt free.. like she had the whole world wrapped around her very claws. Her fawn colored fur seemed to dance in the wind, and one singular goal was set in her mind. Ambition. Cloud could achieve great things.. if only she set her mind to them. She'd forget about Soraflare.. about Shatteredear.. about Tortrixear.. right? Harmonybell looked up to the sky, her beautiful, crystalline cobweb hanging down from her ear. It wasn't that easy... but she didn't need to worry about that for now. She was beautiful.. she was ambitious.. and she could do hard things. But then why didn't Harmonybell theirself.. believe it?