I can't do this anymore [leaving / updates]

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Caps tw // GUYS READ THIS I BEG OF YOU THIS'LL BE MY LAST PROJ ON THIS ACC BELOW IS A BETTER EXPLANATION READ IT PLEASE Guys I'm sorry I can't do this anymore I'm not typing in all lowercase anymore; it's too much energy to find all of the proper grammar in a sentence and delete it; it's too much energy to stay on scratch. So I'm leaving. Im sorry guys, I'll be dropping map parts, otas, cotas, leaving roleplays, just... Leaving in general ig I seriously cannot do this... I haven't been active in like a month ik but I can't stop thinking about scratch either. It's unhealthy for me. I can't sleep, instead I stay up all night on scratch or working on maps or art for others. I cant focus on school, as i just think about scratch all day and things I need to do. I'm in a literal advanced program and I cannot keep spending five hours on scratch and lying and telling my parents I was writing my science essay. I stay up till eleven some nights finishing homework that I could've done at school or after school but instead I was thinking about or doing things on scratch. Then I stay up five more hours, roleplaying and drawing and animating and who knows what. This is bad for me. This is terrible for me. And it’s terrible for others, too, when I lie about things I'm going to do but never can because there's just too much. I'm sorry y'all. I get that probably every single person reading this rant/goodbye is probably thinking what an annoying, self absorbed guilttripper I am and I feel so bad about it I'm so sorry I can't even write correctly atp I feel like there's something wrong with me I'm sorry I'm so sorry I just idk. So I'm dropping my map parts and otas. I'm leaving the rps. I can't be staff anymore either; I'm so sorry. I feel like I'm saying sorry too much but who cares because I'll never say it again on scratch on this acc after this. I'll probably make a new account and never join a map or rp again on it and I am perfectly happy with that. Anyways if y'all are wondering what will happen to my multitude of characters here's what's going to happen to each and every one of them because I'm sick of apologizing. Tw for d3ath, recommended you skip if sensitive to a lot of mentions of it especially // 1] Warrior Cats Roleplay - The Prophecies Begin: - Juniperstar will lose all of her lives from old age or smth idk and idc 2] Phantom Paws - Moonflicker / Selene will dr0wn when gathering herbs 3] Paws - Goldentears will get lost in the BC tunnels 4] TSS - Tigerpaw will d!e from a tunnel collapse or smth idk 5] T3E - Eternalwish / Etty <3 will d!e peacefully in her sleep from old age, knowing that it served it's clan well. 6] Sunfire - Petaldaze, Velvetpaw, and Katnisspaw will do smth idk I'm losing motiv I'm sorry 7] Crescent Veil - Berrystar will get lost at night and fall off a cliff, losing all of her lives at once 8] AuroraClan - Crystallineplinter / Crys <3 will venture out into the cold territories alone, but get lost and d!e from frostbite. 9] Firetides - Raining will be attacked by a fox, and since she's a healer, not be able to fight back 10] Light of the Moon - Lemondash will.. Idk - - - - - And now for legacylore. Like five people have read it and no one is invested in it and I get it it's terrible and makes no sense. So ig I'll be rebooting it on whatever acc I'll make next and it'll be better I hope I'm sorry y'all who asked for pings I just don't want to be connected to this acc at all I just hate this acc so much it's just I gen hate it. I typed in all lowercase bc I wanted to make a cool aesthetic or smth but it ended up just being bothersome for myself. And know I'm tired and emotionally exhausted and I can't wait to quit for real oh gosh vro. There's also a small art dump inside the project for whoever actually read all of my guilttripping and ranting I'm sorry I'm so so sorry. Along with this, I'll be keeping the designs I got from freebies, ota, etc y'all I love those babies sm <3 so uh if you see this random person using those designs it's prolly me And thank y'all to all my friends and inspirations, especially lol your like my biggest inspo and closest friend even tho we haven't talked in a while and ya prolly don't know I exist but oh well I'll miss you especially <3 So have fun y'all with your own scratch journeys and feel lucky I won't be around anymore to glue y'all to chairs. Adios! <3 - flame