⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀[ ﻬ⚜ ɪɴᴛʀᴏᴅᴜᴄᴛɪᴏɴ ⚜ﻬ ] hey, if you don't already know me, you can call me eva! i'm a 16 year old singer/songwriter. you've reached the last track (12) of my original album, ᕼEᗩᗪᒪIᑎE. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀[ ﻬ⚜ ᴍᴇssᴀɢᴇ ⚜ﻬ ] have you ever had a FAKE FRIEND? comment your stories below! this girl came into my life during 9th grade and she was the sweetest person ever. it took me about 3 years to realize that she did a lot of things behind my back and she wasn't the friend i thought she was. i usually am pretty naive and trusting; i like to give people the benefit of the doubt. which is why i didn't realize for years she was so fake. the irony about this situation, though, is that i would DIE to be like her. i mean, she's perfect. she's absolutely gorgeous, super smart (like wayyyy smarter than me ok), has a bunch of friends, and has an interesting love life. my parents always compared me to her. i first noticed she was a bit off when she would lie about little things like her grades. for example, when test grades came out, she would always get a perfect score, and i did pretty well too so she was honest with me. but then in front of our other friends, who didn't do as well, she would tell them that she got like a B+ and I was just like hmmm?? i noticed she would lie about everything just to fit in with our friends (who are popular). she would agree with everything that everyone was saying even if she had a different opinion. she was always too nice, and always over-complimented me, so that my self-esteem started to wane because at some point i realized she didn't mean any of the things she was saying. she also stole the boy i liked and starting dating him, and then when she dumped him, he made a vow to never date in high school again because of how horrible their relationship was. she also set me up with this guy who i went on one dinner date with. it didn't really last, and he got a new girlfriend. and now she's hanging out a lot with his gf. it kind of hurts... she also abandoned me at hoco and didn't stick up for me when our other friends were talking behind my back about me. what I HATE THE MOST is she was the first person in the whole entire universe to say "I love you" to me. and she probably didn't mean it. ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀[ ﻬ⚜ ʟʏʀɪᴄꜱ ⚜ﻬ ] [intro] I never get invited to the ball [verse 1] I envy her like sunlight glistening on burnt gravel (i'm so dirty) immaculate record of wit, saving everything for the big hit, oh (but not her virginity) [prechorus] stole my man and my pride and my awards sweet-talked your way through, played all the right cards you're not my friend no you never have been you don't have to try, and they all give in [chorus] I wish I could just be like you I'd cut my feet to fit your glass shoe you don't bleed you just walk right through I ripped my dress trying to be like you I wish I could just be like you midnight comes, but not for you you're in the carriage past curfew I'm in rags with debt that's due [verse 2] I study her like a prayer crocheted on lace skin (mine won't save me) perfect timing of charm, as she collects favors from the right guy, oh (what a player) [prechorus] stole my man and my pride and my awards sweet-talked your way through, played all the right cards you're not my friend no you never have been you don't have to try, and they all give in [chorus] I wish I could just be like you I'd cut my feet to fit your glass shoe you don't bleed you just walk right through I ripped my dress trying to be like you I wish I could just be like you midnight comes, but not for you you're in the carriage past curfew I'm in rags with debt that's due [chorus] I wish I could just be like you I'd cut my feet to fit your glass shoe you don't bleed you just walk right through I ripped my dress trying to be like you I wish I could just be like you midnight comes, but not for you you're in the carriage past curfew I'm in rags with debt that's due [outro] maybe the shoe was never meant for me maybe blood just isn’t destiny they’ll sweep the steps, forget my name you’ll ride off clean, I’ll feel the same ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀[ ﻬ⚜ ᴄʀᴇᴅɪᴛꜱ ⚜ﻬ ] yes, this song was written, recorded, sung by me! i made all the melodies, harmonies, background vocals, and lyrics! producing credits go to farber on yt for the track. zoom in code is from and snow code is from ᝰ ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀[ ﻬ⚜ ʟɪɴᴋꜱ ⚜ﻬ ] youtube playlist: https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PL42JJ4zjHdfl7U7RolMTgZOavCK_WxXtQ&si=IBGygF8F-Zmf3Dsx youtube music: https://music.youtube.com/playlist?list=PL42JJ4zjHdfl7U7RolMTgZOavCK_WxXtQ&si=t4tFqGPxZRwlp5jn bandlab album: https://www.bandlab.com/evasmusicofficial/albums/48e7862e-11f3-f011-8d4c-000d3a975f2a scratch studio: album info prjct: ⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀⠀[ ﻬ⚜ ᴛᴀɢꜱ ⚜ﻬ ]