Click the green flag and listen to me ramble about stuff. Yes, I'm old. Yes, I'm irrelevant. Yes, I'm probably washed. No, I'm still not done coding Flash Back. (@wildsword78 has been bugging me to work on it for half a year, and all my motivation for it has honestly been gone for a very long time.) I'm tired of doing big things. I need to do little things. That way, at least something can exist for y'all instead of just announcements for things that never happened. I'm not really sure about collabs or requests. I might not get through to them, unfortunately. I don't think I'm in the right mind for them at the moment. I've been going through a lot of change in myself and my identity, so I find that the amount of pressure I feel when working with/for others is often uncontrollable (no fault given to whoever I'm working with). I'm sorry if I've ghosted any of you. Sometimes, I clam up and don't know how to respond without sounding lazy or rude. I hope y'all understand. I don't really know what I'm gonna do with my life anymore. I wanted to be a programmer of some sort, but something about it just makes me feel trapped. I want to do something artistic like poetry or music for a living, but that's probably never gonna happen stably, so I dunno. Life sucks, but I only have one, so I'm gonna make the most of it. I have a headache, so I'm going to stop writing now. See y'all whenever. (Please ask me questions if you have them.) 2026 is crazy. My brain is still convinced that everything that happened in 2018 was recent.
Credit to you people for interacting with my stupid projects. Oh yeah, and thanks to @Sp0Ng3B06 (and some others probably) for putting up with my constant silence. Credit to @wildsword78 for being there for me when I need it.
