‧˚₊•┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈୨୧┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈•‧₊˚⊹ ★ ❝ MAKE ME CRY ❞ - a epiphany application ★⋆˚ ‧˚₊•┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈୨୧┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈•‧₊˚⊹ ˗ˏˋ ☆ ― T A B L E O F C O N T E N T S ⋆˙⟡ °˖➴ Opening statement °˖➴ About the applicant °˖➴ Roleplay patterns °˖➴ About the applied kit °˖➴ Miscellaneous °˖➴ Closing remarks °˖➴ Application Credits ︶⊹︶︶୨୧︶︶⊹︶︶⊹︶︶୨୧︶︶⊹︶︶⊹︶︶⊹︶︶୨୧︶︶⊹︶︶⊹︶︶୨୧︶︶⊹︶︶ ❝ why do the stars look down and feel no shame? ❞ ┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈ ┊ ┊ ┊ ┊ ┊ ┊ ┊ ┊ ┊ ┊ ˚★⋆。˚ ⋆ ┊ ┊ ┊ ⋆ ┊ ┊ ★⋆ ┊ ◦ ★⋆ ┊ . ˚ ˚★ ─────────────────────── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ─────────────────────── ❀˖° OPENING STATEMENT » hello! i am pigeon and i'm a little bean :D i like depth in characters and i had so many ideas for epiphany as soon as i saw them. their so beautiful, and the lore behind the litter is amazing like :O i currently have ghostpaw, whom i love a lot but my ideas have run dry for. ─────────────────────── ⋆⋅☆⋅⋆ ─────────────────────── ✿˖° ABOUT THE APPLICANT User + Nickname ᝰ.ᐟ (( @pldgon, pigeon or polygon )) About me ᝰ.ᐟ heya! i am pigeon, or polygon, and i love to draw and read, and make art based on the things i read! my biggest dream is to have a peaceful cabin in my home country of switzerland with a beautiful view of the mountains with a cat and and a pottery wheel. Activity ᝰ.ᐟ i'm pretty active, around a 7/10. i can be a little inactive around midterms and finals and the weekends due to not having a good computer at home. Reason for applying for kit ᝰ.ᐟ THEY ARE GORGEOUS. I LOVE THEM. i read tux's amazing writing and was immediately sold. i love the thought you've put into these characters and i love them dearly :D ❝ but the whole story hasn't been told ❞ ┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈ ❀˖° ROLEPLAY PATTERNS Roleplay Experience ᝰ.ᐟ i started roleplaying about three(?) years ago on scratch with a kit named poppykit. i have a really bad memory haze from back then, but i think they were a warrior? anycase, just last year, i remember having a lot of fun with them. going back on scratch, i found the rp was still alive! i decided to rejoin with Ghostpaw! whom i've really loved, but i don't have anymore ideas for. i'm applying for epiphany with excitement and ideas. Roleplay History ᝰ.ᐟ ⇢ generations // three years~ // two! ‧₊˚ ☾ Character History ᝰ.ᐟ ⇢ poppy____ // ? moons // mc // generations ‧₊˚ ⇢ ghostpaw // 8 moons // uc // generations ‧₊˚ Character Harm Frequency ᝰ.ᐟ i don't harm my characters for no reason. THAT BEING SAID. i do love some character/plot driven scars, mental and physical. i do not scar or hurt my characters unless i think they'd move their plot or ideas along. Average Character Longevity ᝰ.ᐟ i like keeping my characters alive. i think poppy ended up being a full warrior, though i cannot remember their full name for the life of me. i keep my characters until i think it's time for them to go, and i don't usually push characters aside for just another pretty kitty. (ghostpaw is getting to the end of their life anyway i feel...) ❝ we are wandering through the wild...❞ ┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈ ✿˖° ABOUT THE APPLIED KIT Simple Personality ᝰ.ᐟ ₊˚⊹♡ Positive: [ + kind + optimistic + observant + ] ₊˚⊹♥ Neutral: [ = cautious = thoughtful = empathy = ] ₊˚⊹♡ Negative: [ - anxious - destructive - perfectionist - ] Detailed Personality ᝰ.ᐟ will add later ʚɞ ⁺˖ ⸝⸝ Positive — [ + kind + optimistic + observant + ] ➴ kind - “describing someone as gentle, helpful, and caring” eepy is kind to everyone and everything. they’d apologize to a rock for bumping it. they keep track of everything in their head, who likes what, who like who, and constantly gives gifts because of that. ➴ optimistic - “ hopeful and confident about the future. ” epiphany has boundless, naive optimism for her and others’ futures. the future can be made better in her head. it can be done. it has to, that’s their purpose. ➴ observant - “ quick to notice things ” eepy is very observant, being able to see details easily and remember detailed things about cats and objects. it leads to scenarios like “do you know examplepaw?” “oh, you mean the one with the moon pattern?” where they know people based on their details instead of their name. ⠂⠄⠄⠂⠁⠁⠂⠄⠄⠂⠁⠁⠂⠄⠄⠂ ⠂⠄⠄⠂☆ ( cont. in desc! )
ʚɞ ⁺˖ ⸝⸝ Neutral — [ = cautious = thoughtful = empathy = ] ➴ cautious - “ using caution in a situation ” being cautious means epiphany can never fully take risks. risks are NOT their thing, neither is making friends with new people. they will fear taking risks, making them seem unambitious ➴ thoughtful - “absorbed in or involving thought.” ellie loves to overthink, causing them to be paralyzed in decision. yet their thoughtfulness saves them from thought/less/ decisions, making it quite useful, too. ➴ empathy - “the ability to understand and share the feelings of another.” every feeling ellie can sense. they know the feelings of anyone they meet, from a glance of their face. they got this ability somehow, maybe just out of bordem or curiousity, but they can never forget it. they connect with almost everyone they meet- feeling their feelings as if they were their own. which is very unfortunate in a life or death situation, where they might need to hurt someone. ⠂⠄⠄⠂⠁⠁⠂⠄⠄⠂⠁⠁⠂⠄⠄⠂ ⠂⠄⠄⠂☆ ʚɞ ⁺˖ ⸝⸝ Negative —[ anxious - destructive - perfectionist ] ➴ anxious- “experiencing worry, unease, or nervousness” epiphanykit fears what comes next. if they had a choice, everything would stay the same, and stay in place. this fear follows them, as they fear risk, even for reward. ➴ destructive - “causing great and irreparable harm or damage.” though they try to follow their destiny, and everything their papa says, something almost always goes wrong. call it bad luck, but they can never do anything right, at least in their head. ➴ perfectionist - “someone who refuses to accept any standard short of perfection.” everything /must/ be perfect. nothing can be half done, or just enough. they must do things to the best of their capability, even to the end. ⠂⠄⠄⠂⠁⠁⠂⠄⠄⠂⠁⠁⠂⠄⠄⠂ ⠂⠄⠄⠂☆ Future romantic/gender Identity ᝰ.ᐟ ellie will identifiy as nonbinary (they/it), before becoming a trans man. (he/it) they will begin as aro-ace, before becoming gay. ❝ we cling to comfort, content to run in place ❞ ┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈ ❀˖° MISCELLANEOUS Required Research ᝰ.ᐟ in comments Trivia / Idea Dump ᝰ.ᐟ ଳ⋆。˚ Nicknames: ⊹✦ ellie ⊹✦ eepy (pronounced ee-pee ⊹✦ pi ⊹✦ phoebe ⊹✦ phe-phe Familial Bonds ᝰ.ᐟ [ tw, not good parenting reactions sooo ] ➴ bluebellcrest - “ papa knows best. ” ellie will follow bluebellcrest to the dark forest and back. not because they want to, but because they think that since bluebellcrest is their father, they must follow. they try to be perfect for him, and when their world falls apart, they go to bluebellcrest. not truly out of love. out of necessity. bluebellcrest is the one they have to follow because there is no other choice. when bluebell dies, they will feel lost. they never had free choice before. they will constantly overthink every decision before doing it, a consequence of this parenting. ➴ cawkit - “ my little brother…” epiphanykit loves their brother to death. they will fight for them, take care of them, do everything in their power to keep them safe, the works. if someone fought cawkit and hurts him, you can be sure ellie will plot their demise. ଳ⋆。˚ Habits: ⊹✦ when they get flushed or flustered, they retract into their fur like a turtle ⊹✦ their tail works like a dog’s- wags when happy. ⊹✦ their face tends to look emotionless, but they are very emotional ⊹✦ they love accesories and they are a horder. ⊹✦ they critique other cats a lot, not because they don’t like them but because they think it helps them. ଳ⋆。˚ Trivia: ⊹✦ if they were human, they’d totally work with pottery or with flowers. ⊹✦ they believe in starclan, and are devout to it. ⊹✦ they speak softly, and they never raise their voice. if they do, you must have done something really wrong. ⊹✦ they apologies before they hunt prey to any animal. ⊹✦ perpetual apologieser. Codeword ᝰ.ᐟ » i don't know, something about the blue skies of switzerland really gets to me. the mountains, the trees, just nature in it all is really beautiful. perhaps i imagine a hike through the woods, picking flowers (my favorite is the marigold) and the sun coming down... ❝ frozen cause we fear the cost of it all ❞ ┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈ ✿˖° CLOSING REMARKS » thank you for reading my application! i hope i get the silly boi, but good luck to the rest of the competitors! ❝ but how could we expect to find out ❞ ┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈┈ ❀˖° APPLICATION CREDITS ⋆˚。⁺⋆ Application template ᝰ.ᐟ @Cloud_Song ଳ⋆。˚ Applicant ᝰ.ᐟ @pldgon ⋆˚。⁺⋆ Aesthetics ᝰ.ᐟ Various sources ଳ⋆。˚ Litter ᝰ.ᐟ Our Prophecy ⋆˚。⁺⋆ Application ᝰ.ᐟ MAKE ME CRY ଳ⋆。˚ Litter Host ᝰ.ᐟ @WINDSCLANNED (hi tux) ⋆˚。⁺⋆ Art ᝰ.ᐟ by me! ꒰⁐⁐⁐⁐⁐⁐⁐⁐⁐⁐⁐⁐୨୧⁐⁐⁐⁐⁐⁐⁐⁐⁐⁐⁐⁐꒱ ❝ where we ought to go if we get a little lost? ❞ ✦ . ⁺ . ✦ . ⁺ . ✦ . ⁺ . ✦ . ⁺ ✦ . ⁺ . ✦ .