i've been struggling with depression, and I think it's about time I address it. It's not easy, and it feels like no one will understand. So I've stopped trying. Instead I'm gritting it out. I have an F in three of my subjects, and I still smile. My friends gossip about me behind my back, and I still laugh with them. I want to cry in so many situations, but I smile. When you see someone cry, please help them. They've been holding out for too long. They're not weak, they're so strong. Not everyone deserves love, but everyone needs a little bit of love. The girl that is super annoying and rude? Just wants love. The girl that's quiet and seems to enjoy being alone? Wants love too. It's important people get what they need. I'm a christian, so I think Jesus is the only love that's helping me get by. I'm not trying to understand, because I can't. I'm trying to acknowledge it and help as much as possible. bun ---> out
