Okay! Your turn! I'm not using an OC, I'm just making a minor one here. His name is Du'ah(his name means spirit). He once was alive, but now he hates himself and everything he is. Every now and then he becomes consumed by the sadness he feels, his eyes turn light grey. When this happens he can't do anything, he is paralyzed until the wave of sadness passes. He doesn't remember much about his past, but really is glad for his friend, named Sylvie. She often sits with him until the waves pass. Never questioning why they exist, only there to comfort him. It makes him feel better almost. Du'ah is scared, he doesn't want Sylvie to find out that the waves are getting worse, becoming more and more frequent. He tries to hide it, not wanting her to know... Du'ah remembers something of his past. Something he doesn't want to remember. He remembers being trained, for an army of sorts, remembers being turned into a crazed "super" soldier. Remembers killing people, and not knowing he was doing it...
so so sorry this is late. you have my apologies