Im really hecking lazy. I can’t get myself to study, everything I’ve been doing is rushed.i keep forgetting about things. I keep being self-absorbent by talking about myself a lot. The loneliness is taking a toll. I keep staying in my room for almost the whole day when I get home. I struggle to socialize in .school I keep having to be the parent for my brothers because it feels like my grandma and mom arent doing much for them. I’m beginning to think Im not really worth much because of how stupid I’ve been being. There are probably a lot of contradictions in this.
