Untitled demo 2026 Thoughts racing through my head Maybe I’d be better off dead Debating self-harm again Someone tell me why I feel this way Every time I get a glimpse of happiness The pain just runs deeper Day after day Wave after wave I can’t escape The pain burns like a blaze My emotional state is like An empty abyss Depression comes and goes Wondering where the joy goes Lord, I know I'm a mess I can’t help wondering how much time is left Every time I tried to uphold my facade I felt like a rhinestone in a crowd of diamonds Felling like my emotions are trapped in a well Praying for a miracle to free me from myself I need joy again Lord, I’m looking for joy again Can the joy of the Lord flow into me I'm praying for my family and my friends watching and praying through my struggles Let it well up in me like a fountain overflowing Splashing down around me Lightning my life slowly…..
Somehow, I think I just wrote an emo, post-grunge alternative Christian rock song credit to @evilchuck666 and my English 4 teacher, Mr. Jankawski, for the title
