they're all sad and everyone is sad he won't stop talking about it and she hides it where i least expect it and i never expected it to be him but he's sad too and so is she but she hides it too well and i just want to hug them all and say it will be all right but that sadness has now spread to me and now we are all something that is so much more than sad we are more emotion than sad indescribable emotion and i so desperately wish i could describe it but i just cant
