Hey guys, just a bit of an update on me irl ig. - - - So rn I am feeling a bit down in the dumps ig. It’s hard to explain and these may sound petty, or ungrateful etc, but I don’t mean it to come off this way! So one of the main things in our current couch is almost 18yrs old, it’s soft, and like a nest, but it’s falling apart. We went furniture shopping today and my parents fell in love with this slow recliner…it felt like an acc brick and it took like 2min to recline….i can just see myself breaking it when I get those grumpy days, and it’s not soft, it’s hard, the couch I loved was soft, a nest and no recliner. My parents said no cause it’s ’too soft’ they just kept walking around the shop while I just sat on this sofa. We r prob getting that brick couch but I guess my opinion isn’t heard and that’s what is upsetting me. I’m lit crying atm T-T The second point sounds really petty but, for those that don’t know I LOVE hurdling. Expeshially (idk how to spell) higher jumps. I only have 2 saw horses which r like idk 40-50cm high. They are short af and now I am getting bigger I feel they are getting smaller T-T I recently got a massive box and was like, yes, now I have something bigger. I got my PVC pipes and tried to make a jump…I stacked stuff and nothing worked. I asked my sister to hold the pole until I got it…I tripped and failed the first time, but then she refused to hold it. This box was too tall for me to just jump with out warming up first. So I just packed it up yea. As I walked upstairs, I was in that kinda hollow chest before you cry kinda feeling, and when my parents asked ‘y u going upstairs’ I just lied and told them I’m fine. The last thing is my riding. I only ride August to December every year so during when I am not riding I fall back a ton. So when I go for my first lesson back we start from scratch, this happens every year for the past 5 yrs T-T idk how to ask my parents to let me ride more often, besides holiday events which is walking an trotting and a few games, I don’t ride. I think I got before period blues where lit everything makes me sad, but this is kinda what’s goin on rn.
