don't mind the cover art il (also yes that's me blurred) The song is about wanting to be someones first choice/number one. But like truly, being enough doesn't feel like enough so you give all of well yourself to them so they'll be satisfied but you cant stand them having more fun when you aren't around so you go to another level (limerence/obsession) DURATION: 2:51
LYRICS --------- [VERSE 1] if I wait for you to choose it'll never be me but if I move on too fast it'll never be you it slipped out of my grasp my words fell out of my hands oh baby take the weight of your shoulders I wont be afraid of death if ur holding my hand we can bury ourselves together [CHORUS] trust me that you'll stay forever even when my body decays and we'll never be apart even when the deceased comes to play I know life it wasn't easy but this might be our chance youll never have to be afraid of anything when we're together the sun shines in our direction [VERSE 2] I wanna be the light that defeats the darkness in your mind I'm ur goddess I know it sounds selfish but being enough is never enough I wanna be more I wanna be ur alternate heaven the angel that comes knocking at ur door I wanna be ur everythinh I wanna be the one you truly adore [CHORUS] trust me that you'll stay forever even when my body decays and we'll never be apart even when the deceased comes to play I know life it wasn't easy but this might be our chance youll never have to be afraid of anything when we're together the sun shines in our direction [BRIDGE] if anyone else were to have you I'd hope that they treat you right you're so desirable yet delacate I've been ur guardian these past nights baby I'll always be here when I'm not present your mind is mine however you left it my home is your sanctuary I'll destroy the struggles that you carry [CHORUS] trust me that you'll stay forever even when my body decays and we'll never be apart even when the deceased comes to play I know life it wasn't easy but this might be our chance youll never have to be afraid of anything when we're together the sun shines in our direction