The Other Side of self-sabotage, The feeling where it actually makes you feel good and safe even tho it's actively destroying you. Mind you this song is from the album "The Other Side Of The Sun" If yk the album "SERAPHIC" This counts as a double album to follow behind it. Get ready to be fed devidevils DURATION: 3:16
LYRICS ---------- [VERSE 1] lately ive been getting high off of the depression think that this might be my newest obsession when I'm alone I wonder how I should end it (why don't you go take a listen) I'm going backwards I think I found pleasure how it felt so good whenever I was going under I hate to admit it, but why does my heart glow when I suffer?? [CHORUS] look me in the eye tell me that I'm fine but I'll ruin your life again protect me at all costs i haven't done alot then screw over our relationship I know its my fault I love it when you're not treating me with kindness but I'll go ahead and cry act up and lie I'm aware that I've done it mindless [VERSE 2] I love to pull your strings when I said that I've changed you love to run me right yet I still hit the brakes cause it doesn't feel good to feel right but I hate when it all goes wrong even though it goes in and out one ear I still listen to your silent call [CHORUS] look me in the eye tell me that I'm fine but I'll ruin your life again protect me at all costs i haven't done alot then screw over our relationship I know its my fault I love it when you're not treating me with kindness but I'll go ahead and cry act up and lie I'm aware that I've done it mindless [BRIDGE] when it all goes up the world tells me its aboutta go down like I've won the battle but the wars just starting and by then I've lost all control and the TVs lost its glow suddenly I'm all alone I've fell for these lies that one day ill truly be fine [CHORUS] look me in the eye tell me that I'm fine but I'll ruin your life again protect me at all costs i haven't done alot then screw over our relationship I know its my fault I love it when you're not treating me with kindness but I'll go ahead and cry act up and lie I'm aware that I've done it mindless
