ive started to feel like absolute shi lately and idk what to do to fix it. matter of fact I dont know almost anything period. my memory has gotten so bad I cant rmr anything that has happened in a day and im starting to do worse and worse in school. idk who I am idk anything. im tired of something idek bc I forgot it but its still looming over me. idk what I could possibly even have anymore. im just tired I wanna jst end this suffering atp but I have no way to do it. im lost beyond saving. im sick of school im sick of family im sick of almost everything. I jst want everything to end..
