i dont even get why I even try anymore i feel so useless i feel like im not as good as i used to i used to be talented i used to be smart "gifted" even not anymore my talents are slipping away my intelligence is slipping away everything i was good at i'm not anymore why? oh yeah speaking of my life being terrible one of my old friends don't even like me anymore because of some dumb thing i said and the fact that my old friends don't even like me makes it even worse i straight up have no friends i'm gonna be alone forever
