OSA is so fun! Until it’s not. This workplace is so toxic, I once tried to comfort a girl who was crying after being eliminated from the auditions, but she reacted so roughly, until the class president reminded me about a hidden rule; “You should never pity one of your fellow students, this is the real world.” I’m losing my sanity in this school. One day during break time, a girl named June asked me something; “Hey! So your auditions are so cool! Do you have any tips with singing?” I couldn’t really explain it well since it’s an aptitude, so I replied, “Practice. You’ll get better.” June then ran away happily. I want to punch my past self in the GUT. The next day, the class president announced that June was removed from the auditions since she had damaged her vocal cords and passed out from exhaustion after practicing all night in her dorm. My heart DROPPED. But surely June will forgive me, right? Today she came towards me and shoved me in a corner. “You ruined my LIFE,” she accuses in her raspy tone, the vocal damage clear. “I hope you fail those auditions and the principal expels you.” My body trembles as she leaves. Why do I keep hurting people? Do I deserve my place here if I caused more harm than good? June’s probably going to make something up about me to get rid of me. I wouldn’t blame her, I’m too scared to act or sing again.
