i made it all my friends told me they liked it my art teacher told me that was like- fair level art. idk if he meant my age fair level or adult fair level but oh well. but i don't hate it... that much... it's actually pretty relaxing doing it. and staring at it. and hey, i didn't plan it at all! (that's why there's an unreasonably dark spot in the middle, that was my first and only -so far- mistake) ive loved it and it doesn't look bad! but... I gotta be real and tell the internet something that i havent told anyone before, and barely myself. one of the only reason i do art and stuff is I like attention. I like surprising people. And this hasn't even surprised my friends. All the things i do, Everything i practice, is to surprise people and get (positive) attention. and it's no longer working. people dont get surprised by me anymore. And... I'm fine with that. Somehow. but anyway, the only thing that i'm left surprising is myself. and i'm okay with that. so go ahead, look at my art that's quality has been ruined by scratch. Copy it if you want. I would love to see what you make. but anyway, remember, you're important. you're kind, even if it's not visible to you. you matter. your art matters. dont let yourself or anyone else tell you otherwise. and remember, you're still a work in progress, so remind yourself that next time you mess up. and remember to apologise. even of it's not your fault. and one last thing. remember to be honest. with yourself and others. now someone invent a time machine so i can tell that stuff to myself a month ago.
