so I had a letter for 2026, cause I was trying to be a better person. um... yeah I think I got worse. I lost like ALL of my friends, my mom hates me, my dad is gone, my siblings don't talk to me either way. my friend did yk like 5 days ago because I ignored her. I feel like a fool. sorry. but like I have like no purpose of being here right now. sorry for the comments on my profile. If it triggers you please tell me I'll delete them. for my letter, it probably won't do anything. I'll just stay the same horrible person. Honestly ventllng makes me feel relaxed idk why. it feels like a part of what's weighing me down has just plopped on a page and began to disappear. life is worth nothing honestly. sorry guys, I've actually changed a lot Before like 2024 and mid-2025, I actually had the need to yk. I guess vent!ng helped or sm. idk why, idk how. but if it triggers anyone please tell me I'll delete them
