Hi guys... I'm really sorry I was gone for so long... I was dealing with my gf (now my ex-gf)... She had been very rude lately and it had become overwhelming for me... She said "You never give me enough love," when I would literally spend hours on call with her, and I would constantly say "I love you"... I literally stopped going on different platforms just so I could spend more time with her... She also started calling me names and saying "I regret the moment I met you" and even said "I hate you, you're so stupid..." When we broke up, two weeks ago, I felt horrible... All I would do was stay in bed and I wouldn't get up... I was depressed... I'm trying to get over her, but I'm struggling... Her name is Hanna... She is Hasian (hispanic + asian)... She's someone who I met online... Omegel to be exact... The moment we met, everything changed... I fell in love... Getting to know her more and more was amazing... It was like if I had met an angel... Everything changed then... I came out as bisexual and asexual... Not to my parents, they wouldn't accept me... I then came out as a deitykin/angelkin and a demi-girl... She gave me her socials and we got to know eachother better... Then, I had the courage to ask her out... And she had accepted... I was so happy and I couldn't believe it... But as time passed, I started seeing the person she really was... Then I realized what mess I'd gotten into... I loved her so much, that I can't even explain... she ended up blocking me on everything... I guess not all relationships work out... At least not this one... Now, I will wait until the right person comes, who will actually cherish my love and love me more than I can imagine... True love... I'm sorry I left guys, I'm truly sorry...
