This song is about not conforming to society and how peoples reactions affect you (as in people saying things like go to hell whenever u say ur part of the LGBTQ+ or whatever.) also freaktrump! DURATION: 4:14 This is part of Other Side Of The Sun!!! 8th songs, I hope you enjoy.
LYRICS ----------- [VERSE 1] I've been battling danger everyday since the minute I came out the womb everyone's my enemy I knew i'd lose myself I didn't get out of here soon I created my own purgatory before my thought of gods existence I already wanted out of this life even though I barely started [PRE-CHORUS] the noose wraps around my neck like a necklace though that's a gem that I wouldn't give fall down, get up and the cycle starts again while something red drips from my lips [CHORUS] my mouth watched the stillness stalk the room, the afterlife will be ready for me soon and when it's prepared for another patient I'll just say I ended up here cause hell didn't wanna take me in they were so disgusted from my past and put together all my sins found a new version of me atlast the one that did all the bad things I never did [VERSE 2] people don't go psycho without someone driving them to the edge of it all now when you defend yourself society will eye you down and say it's your fault I'm sorry I don't conform to your dictatorship you call the freedom of the people but is that really it? cause you're the spawn of satan behind the face of a man you say you'll put us first but you don't give a damn [CHORUS] my mouth watched the stillness stalk the room, the afterlife will be ready for me soon and when it's prepared for another patient I'll just say I ended up here cause hell didn't wanna take me in they were so disgusted from my past and put together all my sins found a new version of me atlast the one that did all the bad things I never did [BRIDGE] red and blue makes purple I stand in between each side has its wrongs and rights but its morals share no means atleast I know my mind has tactics of its own you wanna rule my world yet you don't fit the throne i go as far as the eye can see you're a shadow in my memory when others wanna be me don't keep lying to yourself your logic is just noise I don't wanna hear about peace for someone who cant keep their poise [CHORUS] my mouth watched the stillness stalk the room, the afterlife will be ready for me soon and when it's prepared for another patient I'll just say I ended up here cause hell didn't wanna take me in they were so disgusted from my past and put together all my sins found a new version of me atlast the one that did all the bad things I never did