because I want to die. my thoughts are slowly killing me I have two personalities because I don't even know who I am anymore Marie, sweetheart that she is, tried to help. no one can fix me. NO ONE. i'm damaged. broken. I'm just a regular demon living in this hell of a world. where people take advantage of me and spread their toxin through my veins until ALL I REMEMBER IS THEIR ON MINE AND HOW POWERLESS I WAS. I'm nothing. NOTHING. hate myself and hate you too cuz that's what I'm supposed to do! hate this game i've played it too I've tried a gun i've THOUGHT THIS THROUGH what's left for you ain't left for me you've got the whole dang world to see if I could ask for one small thing i'd better have it be... you know the rest. everyone was so toxic to me I've been manipulated and used every step of the way I have visions and I can't stop them because I have Autism ADHD OCD ODD MPD schitzophrenia bipolar major depressive disorder anxiety SO SEE!? I'M DAMAGED. and I have to keep living. because it'll make like 2 people sad if I don't. see how torturous this is!? i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine i'm fine just stop trying.
whenever I did something "wrong" I had to beg to be forgiven so if I say sorry a lot it's because I'm afraid ppl will leave me if I do something wrong
