whenever i feel tired i like to go into that boarded area in the back of the pasture room and try to relax i keep that flower i used to wear in there it feels good wearing it again, it reminds me of the time before i got stuck doing this song and dance wearing the flower reassures me that maybe everything will be okay don't get me wrong, i like alton, and i don't necessarily hate my job but its hard acting like i'm okay all the time when in reality i'm the most scared i've ever been in my life don't take this spot away from me it's all i have left
