hi yall. my lack of being able to make decisions has reached an all-time high a bit ago, i was playing smash bros, and when i tried kirby then my dr mario, i still did better with dr mario that kinda like clicked smth in me somehow. the click of indecisiveness yes, my inability to pick a career is still present, incredibly so in fact people tell me i should pick what is most enjoyable to me, or a job that im passionate in the thing is, i don't know what that glorious job is after watching videos of multiple careers, there are still multiple that i would enjoy doing, and those are mostly creative jobs. i can't be confident in change, but i can't be confident in staying the same either. im still trying to find the smash bros character that i do best playing, im still trying to find a job, im like sitting on a fence here the scariest thing is once you pick a job, you've invested! there's no going back unless you really wanna spend more years of your life attempting to pick something else. it's not like in a game with mains, it's not like a roguelike where you can pick different builds once you decide you wanna be a librarian, you're gonna be a librarian unless you wanna go back to college studying something else. sorry for this long rant, this is probably longer than my other ones, but that's all.
