11 pm. And for a little while, it felt okay again. I hope the right people see this. Maybe you needed this. Maybe you're someone I know. Either way, it was me and myself, and it worked out okay. You can do it too, if you need. It doesn't just have to be a me thing. Let yourself know how you feel. Let yourself ask you those hard questions, and maybe, because it's just you, because it isn't someone you're scared to tell these things to, you'll find an answer. Anyways, that's what helped me just a little. I need to remember to help myself before I can help others. It takes a person who feels okay at the very least to help someone else feel okay too. It's not selfish to need to figure yourself out first. I can't make your day great, but I can at least try to help make it a little better for you. - Ollie