written by: Me idea from: Me Album: Pink Flags ( https://scratch.mit.edu/projects/1273851143/ ) sang by: AI (sorry guys i wanted a male voice but it wouldnt) Inspo: Louis Tomlinson lyrics: we were laughing in the kitchen past midnight Your hand on my waist, but it felt rehearsed You said “I love you” like a punchline I smiled back, but my chest did the worst Every picture looked perfect in hindsight But living it felt like borrowed trust I told myself I was overthinking ‘Cause doubt was quieter than us you’d disappear and call it “space” I called it patience, called it faith I learned to read between your silence Like it wasn’t wearing me away Every promise bent like paper Every truth was halfway through I kept holding onto maybes Like that’s what love’s supposed to do it was the night I questioned us But I didn’t fall apart I felt the truth rise in my chest Like a light inside the dark I learned that love should feel like freedom Not a fight to feel enough It was the night I questioned us And I finally trusted my heart You said I was “too sensitive” Like that would settle the ache So I learned how to swallow my feelings Just to keep you from walking away Your red flags looked soft in the dark More like pink when I closed my eyes I thought love meant self-betrayal If it meant you’d stay the night Now I replay that moment slowly Like a scene I almost skipped The way my voice shook when I asked you “Are we okay?” and you looked past it That quiet was louder than screaming That pause said more than you could And something in me stood up Like I always knew I would It was the night I questioned us And I stood my ground somehow I saw myself beyond your shadow I know who I am now If loving you meant losing me Then that wasn’t love at all It was the night I questioned us When I learned how not to fall
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