i/ alexander lu had not been posting a lot since i heard the news of that my grandpa/ my dad side dad which i loved my grandpa he was part of my childhood and i made a promise i would go fishing with him but that my grandpa had cancer late stage aka stage 4 where his lungs and liver not doing well and even the doctor said he won't last long so i am now reach a depression and now i am not even motivated to think of living
he... is dead.......
