Hum,okay,you may think I'm weird,but... I listen to subs. Yeah,it's like....weird.Like I don't believe in God,and basically don't believe in sub/astrology etc,but i still listen to subs...Why?I don't know.There's like...This part of me that thinks "Yeah,i can try sub,i have nthg to lose!" but at the same time "No,you can't change your life by listening to affirmations...C'mon!".And weirdly...I feel like it works. I'm gonna tell you an example. During this summer,i had rlly bad times with food,if yk what i mean,but i lost around 1kg...In 2 months. Then,in september,i started school.I'm gonna talk abt the September-31th october period because idk rlly when the change happened but.... October 31th.I went to my grandma's house,and weighted myself.And...I lose 2 kg! I don't rlly remember when i listened to subs,but ik it started in september-october.I also workout for 10 days (but rlly shorts workouts) and walk 10 minutes more after school for like 20 days max. (i don't remember). Also,i skipped breakfast for 10 days ig?I didn't notice rlly visible results,but my stomach was way flatter than before,and i tried an old jean,that fitted better than before.So....is that due to sub?I don't know...Okay,another example.I still listened to sub after Halloween,but like not every single day,but rlly usually.I binged a lot,and ate a lottt of junk,so I should have took weight,right?Erm...Nope. I don't have a scale at my house,so i can't weight myself at home,i need to be at one of my grandma's house,or at my vacation house.The...23th december,ig? I went to my grandma's house,and weighted myself...I lose 0,5kg.Yeah,that may be not a lot,but considering i've been eating bad for the past 2 months,losing weight is kinda weird...Btw after holidays i didn't took weight.Now listen.Yesterday,i mad my own sub,with my own affs.I listened to it for around 100 times (overnight loop) And guess what?Today,i woke up,and when i did my make-up,it seems way nicer than before!Also,a lot of ppl complimented me and told me i looked pretty/looked way pretty than before so i was kinda happy + my crush ate at the same place as me and my friends + he was at the same bus stop at me (there's 2 bus stops next to my school,but he usually goes to the other,sooo... :) Am I going crazy?? (Oh,and yeah,i still think it's just luck) 1ST UPDATE : OMG.Litterally.Ok,it's february 17th,and today,i weighted myself.I look at the scale...I lost 1kg? Wth... + I binged like 2000 calories that didn't need to be there ig and i lost 1kg? That's insane... I remember exercising 5 days (but 15 minutes of exercise a day sooo ykyk) so...I'm so happy (sadly,i don't see much differences,even if i lost like 5 kg from last summer to now? 2nd UPDATE(February 22nd) : Ok,ok.Hear me out. 3 days ago,I was sick,and threw up 3 times,which means i ejected calories,but like,i ate breakfast,and lunch,(not dinner). I threw up between 7pm and 9pm,so i "ejected" max 1500 calories. Which means...Not even a half kg.The next day,I ate a kiwi,no lunch,and I don't remember lmao.But anywayyys.Then,February 22nd.I'm on the scale,waiting for my weight. I look at the scale....I lost 1kg and approximatively a half? What what what.Plus,during the 5 last days,I listened to sub only 1 night.How is that possible?
