2/4/26. I really don’t know anymore. @-_P4W_PR1NC3SS_- is gone, parents are divorced and I really don’t know how to feel about my irl and I feel like I’m too nice and trying to much to be good enough for them. Why can’t this hurt go away. And I’ve been sick for a while and I haven’t been eating much so that doesn’t help my situation right now and my sister is just kinda…ignoring me and sleeping too much and not going to school and I’m scared how she feels and if I’m doing something wrong. And the job I work at ( my neighbor, go on make your job jokes. ) and his trash cans were down even though I was there on time to put them down and I’m worried for him I’m going to check on him on Sunday and I hope he’s not angry or sad about something or me. Kinda just wish that they would understand that I’m struggling with taking care of myself, like I do make my bed everyday and brush my teeth but feeding and cleaning myself is kinda hard to take track of and I’m trying to get my mind off of the bad thing but they keep coming back and I just don’t know what to do.
