Rant: (This is VERY long): Bro. I don't even know where to start. So I know this is probably not the best place to Rant but I'm not really talking about the full context all I'm gonna say is that I hate my friend group. When I say friend group I don't mean everyone but it's not really anyone's business who on this site and if the people directed to this see this and decide to post it on whatever social media they have I genuinely don't give a damn. I don't like even know at this point but it seems every time I talk all of a sudden I'm so loud (sometimes I ain't even loud) and my friend group or basically anybody tells me to shut up, but then when I don't talk these stupid morons (Some people in my friend group) are like "Are you okay?" or "Are you depressed?" LIKE EXCUSE ME YOU JUST TOLD ME TO SHUT UP AND NOW YOU'RE ASKING ME THESE QUESTIONS LIKE ARE YOU SERIOUS?! like I don't know how much more of this I can take honestly, I help my friends with any personal issues they are having but when I want to vent or rant to them or in general just try to talk to them they either brush me off or talk over me and it's getting so exhausting I swear, And the frustrating part is that I'll actually feel kind of sad of course I don't really want to talk but it's like if i'm not loud then i'm Casper the ghost, no one bothers to notice me until I actually say something. YOU MEAN TO TELL ME THAT YOU WANT TO ME TO SHUT UP BUT WHEN I DO YOU PRETEND LIKE I'M NOT IN THE CLASSROOM?! LIKE EXCUSE ME?! It's crazy how i'm out here being a "therapist" for my friends (like listening to their rants, vents, etc) but I can't even get a few minutes?? The crazy thing is that I've known these people since like 3 or 4th grade and all of a sudden i'm getting forgotten?? I already get bullied and now this stupid incident is getting piled on top of me. And after all of that they act like were best friends or something, like you didn't just ruin a part of my day. How are you gonna act like my friend one time and the next like i'm a stranger? How are you gonna be surrounding someone when they get hit with a SOFTBALL (the kind from PE that don't hurt) but you're not gonna give a few flipping seconds so that I can tell you something, I have to call their name a few times before they hear me like what the hell but for someone else they don't have to do that don't they? Anyways, if someone from the friend group sees this i'm telling you this now. I will not be your flipping therapist. I will not be your flipping doormat. I will not be your friend if you can't treat me right. You wanna treat me like crap then i'll gladly distance myself I'm not as pathetic as I was back in 5th grade. I don't even know if I can call you my friend anymore since you wanna make me feel as pathetic and stupid as everyone else makes me feel, my happiness is plummeting, I can't even go to any of you guys for help cause you don't bother to listen unless whatever i'm saying is drama or whatever you like. I'm not taking your half-heart apologies, cause I know you don't mean it. I'm so done with all of you, you guys tick me off, i'm out here thinking I have friends that actually see me for once (other than a friend that is not in the friend group, she's amazing) but I was wrong, again. I'm done. ANYWAYS JUST HAD TO GET THAT OFF MY CHEST HEH :'). So uh I might post a meme template or I might just make another alt cause I don't like the name of my new one so uh yeah. I have not been posting due to school and issues ^^ Anyways, bye bye my brochachos!
