Im so tired, I'm so sleep deprived, I need help, so many people want me gone, I hate myself, idk how I have friends, I'm a cry baby, I'm overwhelmed, I'm untrustworthy, I have trust issues, I'm a spoiled brat, and I'm jst not good enough.. I hate how I act all happy all the time around people saying " I'm fine " when I'm really not, nobody cares about half the stuff I do, people lie and say " Oh ur so pretty" when Im really not. I relapsed after being clean from sh for 7-8 months, my parents think I cant be this happy with out talking to people online, WHO HELP ME THROUGH LIFE, I'm jst done I work hard on stuff that none likes, my edits are trash, I'm a trashy person, tbh idk how I'm friend with people like skid and yuri. they are really cool and well look at me, I think im good at singing when I'm really not lol, I think I'm good at art and editing but no I'm not. I'm depressed I JST cant do this anymore, tbh idk how my boyfriend likes me and deals with me, I'm jst a ick and a nobody, I get good grades and try to be the perfect daughter but I cant, I have to much trama and my parents don't trust me half the time, half the time I think they hate me, tmr is the one year anniversary of my grandpa's death.. I just don't think I can hold on much longer. tbh most of y'all prob hate me and jst lie to me saying you love my stuff but you really don't, tbh I'm done I need to shut up and stop venting bc none is finna read ts :):
uncensored Tv Girl songs enjoy the music and reading ig
