turns out my panrose feelings were actually panalterous. I would like to be close to someone, but it's not in a romantic way. I also don't want to... to put it in a scratch appropriate way, make children. So, I did a bit of searching, an it turns out I'm Aegoromantic Asensual. So, what are these labels? Aegoromantic (formerly named something else that isn't used anymore,) is a term for individuals who feel a disconnect from the concept of romantic attraction. They may enjoy the concept of romantic attraction but personally don't enjoy it themselves. For me, I really enjoy reading and watching romance stuff and all that gobbledygook, but I don't feel the need to actually have a romantic relationship. Asensual is where you feel no Sensual attraction whatever (Sexual attraction too!) and may not be interested in activities involving contact. For me, High fives, Fist Bumps, and short hugs are fine, but I find the feeling of Snuggling up weird and uncomfortable.
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