I've been feeling really depressed ever since 7th grade started. My life is just getting worse and worse. I've lost so many of my friends, and here on Scratch it's practically the same. I feel like im the problem, and i hate myself for that. I keep on driving all of my friends away to the point I've lost all purpose its just feels like no one understands my feelings, but i feel it's my falt my falt i didnt say anything ive been just holding it all in, but every time at school and anywhere else ive been forgotten, excused like im not even there i feel like im being used and not cared from by anyone i feel like a broken toy every time i find a new friend or someone to talk to a screw up ad lose its gotten to the point where i dont want to make friends anymore it feels like my soul has been shattered and thrown away like nothing ive tried going to a therapist but that didnt help i had so many friends before but one by one they left i feel so alone at school i play games because it makes me feel comfortabe and that the friends online feel more like friends compared to the ones at school ive just lost everything and everyone my parents are hateful and my brother has more important things to do, i wanted to make people happy and just be Kind but that didnt get me anywhere I feel forgotten cold left to rott alone in a room in my sorrows and theres nothing i can do.
This is a serious topic No one's going to even see this because im just not that well known
