everyones going @CottenCandyArtz / @CottonCandyArtz has quit i feel like im not how i was like before i just play alot.. no time to code and use my brain i listen to too much youtube my daily routine is just.. games and watching everything is the exact same everyday finals coming up everything getting too much harder might come back everyonce in a while bye scratch dont cancel me but i wanna vent a bit here i wanna kms everything is boring whats the point i just wanna okay? i want to live but idk.. scratch i just wanna vent a bit edit: i have gotten over it but it keeps coming back to be every so often.. i even have a folder 'can i die?' and well.. its a bit different name but scratch wont allow dat- but.. it keeps reminding me about what i dont like about myself.. i would like to keep that i know this next part isnt a reason but it is for me i dont blame devsisters for this. please no hate on them.. amazing story (part 3 dec update) white lily cookie.. all the beasts (except shadow milk) are DEAD. it just saddens me shadow milk sure, i love him and all but.. all the others..? what about them... ive had many reasons many playing doki doki literature club helped me realize my fate thanks sayori. i wont die but it helped me realize everyone.. everyone AND I MEAN EVERYONE thinks im the funny type nobody looks into my real life life..? atleast stop.. STOP YOURE MAKING ME FEEL WORSE i keep it concealed EVERY DAY EVERY DAY i have to keep going though for my friends.. i have connections i dont wanna stop they helped me feel so much better especially sarah. Sarah helped me the most i dont know her, irl, but its okay i.. she is my online friend helped me sigh the top before this whole vent was a lie some of it is true some not.. hahhaa..
