"Everything in my life has led up to my moment" applies always. That statement is never not true. Think about that for a second, everything you've ever done since day one has brought you here right now. If you changed any part of it, you wouldn't be here. It's like an arm with lots of joints, if you move any part, that part will move every part after it. Once you come back, assuming you come back, we will live life, catch up on lost time, whatever. But all I know is that it won't go back to "normal," we will both be different. We can choose, right now, if it's gonna be worse or better. In the meantime, I'll keep searching. And creating.
I tried ACTUALLY recording myself playing the guitar this time, you hear the guitar? that's me. Playing the guitar. Yeah, pretty cool. It's not perfect, but I'm happy with the fully irl music, theres no added instruments, it's all just irl instruments and my voice. peak? maybe. Oh, also, if you go inside the project, you can see my first take for the music, I decided to redo it because I wanted it to be as peak as possible.