I’m no one. All I am is a backup friend; a placeholder for nothing existent, and that’s all I’ll ever be. I’m constantly getting ignored by my irl friends. The only time people actually listen to me is if I’m the only one there. Me and one of my friends would be chatting, vibing, just acting like besties, but then one of our friends walks in the room, I’m (metaphorically) gone. It’s like I’m not even there anymore. They start talking and doing all that stuff, and anytime I try to talk, they would give a dry response, or just ignore me in general. Rare times, they would say “shut up”. My friends are always praising each other for their achievements, but when I try saying one of my accomplishments, they wouldn’t care less. I’ve been told multiple times by my long distance best friend to drop those “toxic” friends because they’re treating me like (s word ❤️), but I don’t believe they’re fake friends because even though they ignore me almost all the time, they’re still nice and at least treat me as a person (like I said they only do that if no one else is around us). I also have this one friend who judges every flaw for art I have, but does that to none of their other friends. I think all this is happening because of my attachment issues and being overly clingy, causing me to be over annoying. I try talking to my mom about all this, and she says that I “always try to act like a victim”. I don’t. I don’t try to at least.
Please, keep the comments on topic, and don’t try to relate to me. I’m really sorry if I sound selfish saying that. I mean, so what? I’m already selfish by just even venting. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I’m not talking about anyone who’s an irl friend of mine here on Scratch so these guys are gucci: @A_Fish_Tail @ieatbabies555 @iwilleaturbrain2000s @Honey_Wind
