hey ya'll its nyx (stole cones intro sry guys-) so yeah im back from india, and i was ia yes. and so i wasn't on scr alot. and it made me realise something. scratch is honestly a really toxic community, what with the drama and the lying and backlash, and so yeah. life was honestly better without it. i mean look at me now, my mental health is somewhat better than last year, i have a loving bf who i wouldn't trade for the world, i have amazing friends, and im actually taking the opportunities life is giving me. honestly? i think scr has been holding me back from my potential. i mean i was kinda ia towards the end of last year before my hiatus anyway, and i got to try out for sj leader and actually GOT IT. its actually sunk in and its insane. and now? im THRIVING. like ive got great fundraisers going, events for lent, and its just genuienly so fun giving back to the community. not to mention i'm competing in this international competition. well like first its interstate, then if we're rlly good we compete nationally, then hopefully internationally in romania !! see if i was on scr i would've probably never chose to do it. and my dad said that if i save up enough money i can go to conans concert in oct so yayyy another thing, i just genieunly feel like i've grown out scratch. i mean i've been on here since 2020. yes, since covid. my bsf originally introduced me to scr, and we used in skl for a bit, but yeah i made my first account. then after a bunch of moving here i am. and honestly? i'm gonna miss all the memories i made on here. i've met some of my closest friends on here. yes, blaze, kinsley, daphne, ash, and so so much more, im talking about all of you. i gen love you all so much and i would not have made it this far in life without ygs support and love <333 oh if ygs still want to contact me, im @silxntdreamxr on p2n :) so yeah. ig this is it. im gonna miss you all so so so so much. nyx, signing off, somewhat forever. PS. maybe every once in a while i'll post like life updates :) - nyx.
