https://youtu.be/uvpTcJoRI30?si=MmBsWZsqkipY6toK music to go with everything.
This is the actual goodbye. So, 2 months, actually its 7 months ive been here. i have another account which i will not give out since it has been deleted and isnt worth my time. But anyway. heh...they found out. they found everything. i messed up more than i ever have throughout my pathetic life. 2024 - 2025. those years are the years i lost hope. until you...@kitkatkittycat823 and @beansybleh came into my life. you two may have been different. but you made me the happiest girl alive when i was with you two. Cubic and Ivy, you guys have stopped me from doing stupid things and just making me feel better. Cam, you encouraged me all the time. and im thankful for you. everyone else, thanks. you guys came and joined this wonderful journey. all 73 of you guys...all ive got to say now is. well....when you guys meet someone. i want you to take care of them. i want you to support them all the time. i want you to be with them every step of the way. because you never know when life takes things away from you. but i wouldnt trust them fully until maybe 6 months in. just from experience i know that things can happen. you can be tricked, cheated on, or they just dont want you anymore....and know that everything doesnt last forever. so be in the moment for as long as possible. i dont know whats going to happen to me. i know im not in a good place right now. so....yea. im afraid...im afraid of whats going to happen to me. i dont know what to expect. because life throws its trash at me. it sometimes throws treasure once in a while, but it loses its value. and you know what? i learned something. if you do something bad, and you think about it before doing it, and you think a long time. but still do it. then your pretty stupid for knowing its wrong but doing it anyway. but yea. thats all i gotta say now. goodbye. btw i made progress on my transtion. all i need to do is get wigs, makeup, some more clothes, and surgery now. i also named my online self, Electric Shotgun. so uh yea, no more ep1c_sansbruhh. hopefully if i come back, i will move accounts. or actually, i might go to a different platform. im going to be to old for this when i come back. but yea. thats all i have to say. Emily out. <3
