gm everyone and happy valentines day! i have finally reached 300 followers!! sry gang --- 307 followers. . . ik i said that i would ask the huzz out with an audio recording if i got to 300 before the 14th, but i completely underestimated EVERYTHING and how fast i would get 10 followers like....overnight...so i am posting this instead bc i am not ready yet and the huzz isn't available for a LONG time...also his concert's coming up in march, and i will have updates out for that as well. also, i haven't posted in a while, but i have been overall very active. ik you all must be very mad at me and stuffs, but im sorry. and i wont stop being sorry, until i DO actually ask him out. the thing is, a girl wants to be asked out, now have to ask out their huzz. anyway, i decided to post all the juicy stuff abt our relationship, and i sent this to my cousin last night, so it's copy and pasted... here we go! basically, for context, the huzz is in 10th grade, and im in 8th. before you get all wild w./me, i am 14 years old, going on 15 in may, he is 15 and turning 16 soon (idk when but i will soon) and i SHOULD be in 9th grade, so i am not liking someone who normal people would consider "too old" bc my parents and whole family is rooting for me 2. anyway..... i've known the huzz since 5th grade and in those chaotic moments, it all started with me liking the new friend austin brought home, and so my stupid brain (its smart now) decided to tell him, and then the huzz (who we will refer to as Cory) continuously teased me about it for years. (Real life examples are: "Heyyyy Landryyy! aren't you in 6th grade? well ur older now, we can actually date!" + "oooh landryyy, you like me righttt???") mind you, he actually said these things. anyway, there were moments that i have forgotten, such as when i was at the pool my 5th grade summer and he bought me sour skittles bc i asked him to. then once when i was in 7th grade, he came over and wanted to play minecraft w/me bc me and wyatt were, but wyatt (being the protective little boi he is) said no bc .... yeah. anyway, here was the things that happened in 8th grade! (copied from another yapping thing i posted on my scratch feed) and i quote | " update on my OTHER huzz, which makes me happier. he's been my huzz since 5th grade, and he's 2 yrs older than me. (NO GUYS ITS NOT WEIRD THAT'S A NORMAL AGE GAP) anyway, he's been my huzz for abt 4 yrs now, and he just recently came over yesterday! oki so he was rly annoying and mean in 8th grade and 9th, but now he's more nice and mature, and actually talked to me when he came over to hang out w/my brother. and help, that was a rly uncomfortable moment 4 me bc i wasn't expecting him to come over, and i looked liek a friggin couch potato :') anyway, he talked to me, and was rly proud of me for being in chamber orchestra (the highest level of orchestra), and formerly asked me which level i was in (even tho he literally knew) and guys HELP ME. I think i've fallen in love with this guy. it was our orchestra concert, probs liek....December 6th, which was also my besties bday, (serin) --- anyway, i was sitting in the hallway eating sushi while we waited for all the audience to arrive n stuff (since i showed up w/my highschooler bro Austin liek....four hours early b4 the concert..) and Austin shared his sushi cuz he's so nice --- anyway, i was playin DTI with my other bestie Ellie (Iris from FromMe2U) and then my huzz walked by while talking with his other friend, and said, "Bro the chamber orchestra is literally so good," right in front of me. (bro was secretly hitting on me for sure) and after that, we performed. and i accidentally facetimed Austin while he was sitting next to the huzz-- anyway, sry for the schoolgirl crush yapp fest. hope you were thoroughly entertained >< " | end quote. then i posted this 10 days later : "Okay soooooo I could talk abt the huzz all day, ngl. --- but broooo. if he joined Spop he'd have a Han lookalike TT i just had that amazing idea. his stage name would be cory (my nickname for him, and his lookalike would be Han Jisung. bc not only does he remind me of him, he looks very similar.
his hair is just shorter, and his skins a bit tanner. but he rly does remind of me of han by just his personality. anywayyyyy feeding my delulu dreams lol TT " end quote. then the most recent thing that happened was when it was thursday. I hadn't seen him since december. this was ... 2 thursdays ago, and i was going to a powerlifting tournament for the highschool i was going to bc i wanted to learn everything. i needed to go to the bathroom, so my dad parked the car, and when i stepped out, cory was running by bc he was in tennis and one of the tennis balls was running away. he didn't see me, which was good, and i had a panic attack and ran to the bathroom. when i came out, calmed down, i saw him ONLY LIEK 10 YARDS AWAY, LOADING ALL OF HIS THINGS INTO HIS CAR --- and he looked over and stared at me TT. . . and we just looked at each other for 30 seconds, it felt kind of unreal bro... then i ran away and spilled the tea to my brother. fast forward to wednesday night when i decided i would go to my brothers uil concert, and it turns out cory is in austins uil orchestra, so i was watching him perform, and when i was leaving, a lady came up to me and touched me on the shoulder, and was liek "hey hamby" and i wuz like BRO WHO ARE YOU and said "hi" nervously, and then when she walked away, my dad was liek "yeah that was cory's mom" and i was like "really?" and my dad said "and your future mother in law" and then i fell down the stairs. so anyway, here was the latest thing i posted abt the huzz: "bro when your whole family knows who the huzz is and ur moms friend with his mom and all your siblings cheer you on and tell you he's looking at you at the concert and then when you look at him he really is looking at you and you believe he actually likes you and thats why he agrees to hold your cat and love it as much as you do, even tho hes allergic to cats and it makes him itchy and he literally yaps about how good you do in orchestra, even tho he sounds like hes not and he says hi to your dad and waves when he walks past you but not you bc he knows it would make you embarrassed, and he walks right in front of you and ignores how much ur dad and brother are yappin about how much you liek him and he respects that and your dad called his mom ur future mother in law>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>>..." " " " so gang, that's the end of the valentines tea. have a good day, and TALK TO ME TODAY PLEASEEE.
