Funnily enough, Reaching Out to you Got me an awesome chat buddy Ik I'm writing this on 0 sleep but I shall channel my shriveled grape brain cells into a testament to you. Before 12 days ago, this chaos gremlin that has an astonishingly large number of things in common with me was not a part of my life. How bizarre it is to me to recall that. This chaos gremlin helped me achieve a lifelong dream of mine - staying up all night chatting in depth with someone. This chaos gremlin experienced a subsequent shriveled grapeness that paralleled mine in the aftermath of that first long night. We forged solidarities for cacti, social chameleons, succulents... We shared poetry and stories. We talked about star-balling sea stars and chihuahuas... We procrastinated in tandem and researched in tandem and multitasked in tandem. We grappled with late assignments and burnout and sleeplessness and sleepiness... We complained about school. We talked about our goals and our struggles. We weathered temporary comment bans and sudden vanishings off of the surface of the planet. We looked at poetry with eyeballs that would not process. We laughed at many things. We created at least 16 threads, maybe 30 inside jokes, and probably a hundred tangents. Q1nix (I mean, Nixie Stick /j), life was gatekeeping you from me lmao. Like, where have you beeeeeen?! You vibe with me, catch my drifts, share many of my appreciations/interests, exist with me in ways I'm comfortable with... You respect my boundaries and check in on my well-being (*cough cough* WATER). You make chaotic bingos with me and have pun wars with me and idea-bounce with me. This is literally optimal chat buddyship from my standpoint. Like, you've integrated so seamlessly into my life I lowk forget it's only been 12 days. With the amount of content we've exchanged during that duration, it feels like much longer. I really appreciate that you put in so much time to talk to me. I really enjoy our conversations and mutual late night brain-fried-ness. I don't get many connections that have this degree of depth/comfort/resonance/psychological safety to me. I know I've said this before, but I feel like I can be all of myself with you, and that's something I really value and I don't take lightly. I'm so glad I came across you and I hope we can stay in touch for a while longer yet. The way you think (and what you have to say) really interests me, and I can't wait to learn more and experience more of what you create/contribute to (project-wise and convo-wise). I love the patterns/associations/concepts you talk about in your poetry, and I love how we can be chaotic whenever and have fun with it when we talk. I hope you have an amazing Valentine's Day (and an amazing day every single day after that. I tried to make a deal with the universe to give you that, but the universe doesn't usually hold up its end of the bargain even when I bribe it with half a bag of Scooby Snacks)! You're a really cool person and your life needs to be as epic as you are stat. Yup.
I may have written an essay lol
