please read the update: https://scratch.mit.edu/projects/1280619374/ im not upset about it or anything.. its not bad inherently.. but the fact i get so stressed and scared in my own home to the point of regressing… doesnt feel good.. its not too ‘severe’ right now but… i have slipped into more childish and reliant mindsets recently.. agere playlists seem so… comforting… like someone who cares about me is holding me close.. giving me warm food i know ill eat and warm blankets… i… i cant tell how young my ‘little’ is.. especially with how infrequent i regress and how not agere-friendly my home is but i know shes younger by a decent margin.. i really want to move away to Canada, where healthcare is free, so i can fix the things i dont want about my body, and so i can live how i want to without being scared my dad will yell at me… i could have a caretaker for when i want to regress.. or live on my own if thatd be better for me… im not in physical danger.. my dad wont hit me.. he could maybe d*e if he hits a woman or kid thanks to the hardware in his head… but i dont want to be around him for very long.. especially when i know hes upset. he loves me.. and hes worlds better than other dads out there… but hes still not the best.. … can someone please hold me…? a-and tell me im good and that its going to be ok-…
